The mind can be a playground if you use it

you could network off the subject for hours. i hate that. i hate being able to and wanting to say so much but not having the time to. i can think of so much to say, you try to put it in the simplest of ways in hope that everyone will see it how you want it to be seen that you end up not saying what you really meant at all. i hate when you come to write, you cant remember what it is you wanted to say, even though some times you may have just thought of it like a second ago. something that may seem minor in the grand scheme of things but it just clicks in your head as a revolutionary thought. this could all mean nothing to others, but its nice to get your what your thinking down on here.
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saying that, im known to hold things in, bottle it up. not wanting to bother others with what i fear they could think of as petty problems.
in some respects they could be, and in most cases i like to bottle it up, not because i worry about what people will think, i usually have no problem with what people think of me, just that i find it helps me to keep it in. keeps me sharp, on the edge, where i need to be. its good to keep certain things to yourself, and good to let certain things out. you just have to determine which is which. i think i have.